It will be the hardest thing you've ever done.

Fick precis detta av min andra halva, hon vet precis hur jag känner i dagsläget:

"I know what it feels like when it's taken over your life, when it's the only thing you know, when it's the only thing you are. It has always been there, you wake up with it, you eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner with it, you breathe it, you practice it, you go to bed with it, you dream it. It's everything you are, and everything you know. Taking that decision will be the hardest thing you've ever done. I know what it's like when you've taken that decision, when everything you where and everything you know is gone, and it hurts more than any cut ever has, you'll feel lost and empty. Though, you will find your way. All roads led to Rome, and you'll get to Rome, which ever road you take"